First of all,i would like to tell everyone that english is not my first languange..so if there's any mistakes please correct me or ignore it...my mom and dad separated and it's been 4 years...and life's getting tough for me...i hate my dad for what he did to me and my mom...he was and still an alcoholic...he always argued wt my mom and ill ended up defend my mom because she's the one who was and still providing me n my brother...he always abuse me..with his words...he told me that im not his daughter and he never liked me....but my mom used to say that he was soooo happy when i was born..(im the eldest)...i used to love my dad even though he was strict..i started to hate him when he became and alcoholic...but guess what...i miss him everyday...i always cry when i think about him...life was started to get tough after my parents separated..my dad wasn't there for my birthdays..my dad wasn't there when i get a good results for my exam..my dad wasn't there to tell me how proud he is..my dad wasn't there when i cried every night alone..he wasn't there with me for many things...im still hopes that he'll change and became a better person for us....