Dear Diary,
if I'm wrong anyone make me change my mind.
yes i hate my mom. back in 2020 when i was preparing for my secondary school finals, she used to tell me again and again and again that i wont get the higher marks if i study that way. she mentally abused me like this. and yes i know because of my mistakes i couldnt get a decent mark overall.
then my medical entrance exam! she told me again i will fail fail fail again and again. she didnt do anything to make me feel better. "mom" is not about just preparing us food or clean our places or anything else. its about support us mentally.
after i failed, again she is telling me u will fail this time and another time too. i cant handle this pressure. everyday morning she wakes me up by saying lots of up downing scenarios. she always make me feel down. low. i cant remember anydays she has appreciated me for anything.
just feeling really down.
another thing even how openly i share my feelings with her, she asked me recently whether i have a bf. it realized me she really doesnt know about me. wanna stop this relationship with my mother.