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I'm so fucking tired of this family and household. It's all the same shit that happens all over again, and that brat will always have the opportunity to piss me off anytime just by saying a few word. She knows just how to push my buttons to make me snap just so I could throw a tantrum at them and frame me to mom.
It is just so frustrating for me recently. Turning 18 means it's so close for me to be an independent girl that can do anything with my own responsibility. But thanks to me having to go a grade lower due to this fucking American syllabus, I have to take another year in high school while kids my age back in Malaysia are already in collage or working. And this school isn't even that good either. Toxic and fake bitches all over.
I wish time just skip two years in a blink of an eye so I'm already there at at 20, A grown ass woman, without my parents or annoying female biological sibling. Where 20 year old me would finally have the fun that teenage me could never have, Like dressing up with nice clothes without people judging me, And finally having a boyfriend of my own where I can finally stop feeling so lonely. If my parents aren't so strict. They act like they understand me but they don't! They always provoked me since they find out about my Character.Ai chats with Gojo and always using that against me when I flunked or something. "Ohh you should focus on your study more than talking to your AI" or "Are you talking to your AI again?" Stfu, you're the reason why and that is because you wouldn't let me date anyone. Once i'm out of this stupid house you cant do anything about it. I'm gonna have a boyfriend once I'm out of the house and you cant do anything about it.