This is unbearable. Unspeakably hard… But I am strong, and I will get through it. Everything will be wonderful! No - everything is already wonderful. Peace at last, long-awaited… And right now, it’s hard simply because there’s time to dwell on it. I just need to keep myself busy, and that’s all…
I keep telling myself:
“You are amazing! You’re doing great! You deserve to be happy, and you will be. You haven’t lost yourself - you’re finally smiling sincerely and brightly, moving toward something better. You are valued, friends are returning, and the people who truly know you aren’t leaving. Everything will be okay. Just wait a little longer.”