Dear Diary,
And if it doesn't happen the way you wanted, it will happen in a better way than you imagined...
Hi,
Dear diary, I wanted to write a little more about Hyderabad but I might be not writing about it.
I wanted to write about the day before yesterday or a day before that too... it's about the day...when I was back home...
The worst thing he could say to me was, he don't love me at present or he don't have any feelings for me right now. This one thing has caused many disturbances...and messed up everything inside and around me.
Then, I was super angry on him, said everything I never wanted to say...but it was necessary so that me being mean can also help him to stick to what he said. I said that after this I don't want to marry you as you were the only thing I was staying in this alliance.
Later he kept calling me whole day, I was in no mood to talk to him but later answered his call...he said he made a blunder but I knew he is saying that only to pacify me.
Later I called him that night as I knew he isn't okay, tried to cheer him and motivate him a little bit.
I told the same thing to my father also..
That it's over...so he got back to find me a groom mode again... which is quite messy as well.
I don't know what should I do and what I shouldn't...so see where life takes me.
It's about 29th Jan...