So, hey. I am here again, after 6 months. Still figuring out life but getting so much better at it every single day. Before putting my thoughts to word right now, I went through all my previous drafts and it made me realise something of how even being with someone cannot be the only definition of you. To make more sense of what I mean to say, is that I have been with my person for the past almost 3 years now and I look back and realise that I don't "need" him or literally anyone like the old me did few years ago. 18 year old me would be so proud of me, she never though she could have this much strength in her!
I think I am in awe of the person I am every single day, and most of it is because of the person my mother and father made me into, idts I thank them enough or literally ever.
And also I got my first job! Not the one I expected or even thought about but I have always been a believer of things working out for itself and being happy in what the universe gives me. Intially I was very stressed about this sudden change in life but now I believe have finally accepted the way things are taking turns. So, thank you universe, god and literally every single force in my life that makes it beautiful.