December 22, 2024

Dear Diary, despite wanting to, I need to stop caring for him, feeling indifferent to his life problems and perceive him as my friend. I will not move on this way, we have to do it alone, even if it’s going to be much harder. 

I need to listen to myself very attentively, putting aside kindness and empathy to him for now. There is no one else to take care of me.