November 11, 2024

 

Dear Diary,

"Love the right person and life will be beautiful." :) <3


Hi!

Today I am simply just writing about my day nothing else. No complaints, no analysis.


Last night, we were drinking and had an argument over same thing, there are only two topics we fight over. But today I learnt something, "acceptance", in this scenario I can do two things, either I accept this that he can't something for me or should I still choose him or not, so I go with the first option till 90% extent. Right now, I am feeling anxious. I don't want to feel anxious but I can't help it coz he don't care sometimes, he doesn't even come to pacify me once. That's why I said 90% not 100% for above context. He chose to deactivate his Instagram over not having a conversation with someone. Anyways...


Morning was definitely not fresh, sleep deprived, hangover, I am thinking to quit drinking liquor not at all but I will try to avoid it mostly. I didn't want my househelp to see him, so before she could come, we went to see Vinita. From there, we went to Indian Coffee House for breakfast. Then, at home, we played that card game and then, I went for Happiness program, I will write about that when I am at peace not right now, it was a good experience, I want to experience such things, actually you know what, I will write about this program on 13th as on 14th I will be going to Kopal Vani and before that I want to write about my learnings from last 3 days as 14th will be a whole new experience for me and I really want to serve people.


He came to pick me up and then we were roaming around the city. Right now, we both are not okay from each other.


That's all for today.


See you tomorrow. 


I hope I can sleep.


ending with a note, " Time doesn't heal everything but acceptance does." 


And idk why I am unable to upload pictures. :(

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