Dear Diary,
only four more days now.
I can do this.
But god I'm so nervous... What if I changed in a way the rest of my family does not approve of? Is my gran right when she says no one actually cares about me. That they'd turn me away the moment they saw I wasn't the same 'girl' they know me for. Will they also see me as a spoiled brat? Would they also end up telling me I should die?
I trust my GG, NOT my grandma.
But even so, it's so easy to see them disliking me because of the things my grandma tells me.
I dunno whether or not she's jus messing with my head. Or if everything she's told me is true...
I jus want my family back... I don't wanna accept that I'm despised by my GG of all people. But what if she ends up hating me too...