Dear Diary, i broke down a little today. It was in the morning and i just started spewing and talking to my sister, and when i tell you she didn't care and was emotionless it's a understatement. This is why i don't really care for her feelings or like he in general. I actually despise her. i just don't like her existing. like i wish she would like expire. I know my words are harsh and a little weird but this is coming from built up resentment and i just hate her. i don't like her talking (she yells when she talks), laughing, i don't like how she's round, she is ghetto and rude and i don't know how she has friends. But thats just me.