Life before you, fast and clear.
Life after you, slow and contaminated.
Still I hold the grudge, still I think hard.
Yet you pass by and I ignore it all.
I abide by the rules, true and hard.
I witness the aftermath, raw and ropy.
Nor fair, nor bad.
Yet I am still stuck in your mind games.
A twisted player, a complicated puzzle.
I know it all, if all you know.
I play it back, your best payback.
Yet I pull my hair out, yet I feel moronic.
How could I let it slide?
Lay the trap, and I will happily fall inside.
But this time, not the way you like.