Dear Diary, i havent written in here for like 2 months, a lot has happened, i stopped talking to my abuser so that made me kinda happy. I failed some of my classes but i dont really care really, my mom will tho, i think now she'll hate me more now.
About my abuser, he stills friend with some of my friends and they dont know why i stopped talking to him, friend A asked me for friend's B number because my abuser wasnt answearing any messages and blocked some people and they thought he killed himself. Friend B was beside me at that moment i was kinda suprised but also hopeful that he died, i almost started crying in the middle of my art class because of that, gladly i didnt but when i got home i couldnt hold it in anymore. I kicked stuff around my home and accidantally broke a glass, thank god my mom wasnt home so she didnt know anything.
I have been skipping school a lot, like 2 weeks and some other days, i hate going to school so much and i dont know about it, i like math tho.