August 02, 2024

Dear Diary,

my worries often try to get me in my head.. bad whispers often try to put me down..

sometimes it urges me to hate... sometimes it urges me to create heart of stone.. then urges me to do violence

but... 

things are happier when i chose to be patient.. and forgiving.

even though this world might call it as loser.. but no, i feel win actually... i feel the glory...

i feel bigger than what mess i could be if i chose to be filled with anger and etc..

i need myself to stay aware.... to set aside those negativity in my head.... and lifted all to God... He always and always took care of every of my needs... He really do listens and really took care of everything very well....

if i look back... yes He does.... Halelujah