Dear Diary,
things arent always flowing as how we want isnt it..
sudden surprises often made me stunned for a little while, again i remember, im still striving in this world.. waiting in line for Father to take me to heaven..
So.... my thoughts today... sometimes things are pleasant, and sometimes its otherwise..
its easy to get stunned, filled with negative thoughts... but i will choose to be patient, and soon.. i will know, why things are how it is right now. usually, there are reasons why what happen now is the best thing to happen at that very moment...
sometimes what i thought of bad luck.. is really, a good luck in disguise.... God saves me a lot of times and that very moment i wasnt realize, i thought it was a bad moment / bad thing....
turned out, its the best thing to happen... i learned it later in the future, mm.... God sure is the master we cant fathom.. i know deep inside, God is great, but its clear there are much more good amazing complexes that makes Him super awesome... wow