July 29, 2024

 

I want to drown in you, my dream. I want to hate, and react, I want my face to show every shocked expression of hurt and violence. I want to fight with you, my dream. Claw my way into your heart with that one honest word in a flurry of lies. 

I crave gritting my teeth, I long for adrenaline to shake me, shake you. How do I explain how much I want to feel it all? Fill my empty stomach with your desperate eyes and my desperate heart.

I want to pull you in and push you back out just as harshly, build walls as tall as skyscrapers before destroying them for you to walk back through the door. 
My dream, if I were truly me, and you were truly real, I would do it all, say it all, so I could feel it all. 




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