July 25, 2024

 

Dear Diary, when l become, and singer and songwriter l don't want to have kids I'm not saying kids are not bad they're a blessing but I'm scary to be like my mom I'm think about it cause my mom to do all of that yelling just if I want to have kids when l grown up l will be good mother one day I'm just tired of people compared us to our mother l don't want to be like her one she is  very judgmental and  two she says harsh things  she always expect to be like her but I'm never  ever being like her if I had  a daughter or son trying to figure out how could l rise them  to be  nice people  and caring people you know and teach them about as well put she or him to a good school  like  back I n 2023  l was 14 years old and I never told her l didn't like the key board  she was really upset    when they come home from school I want  to cook for make them cookies desserts and with  hugs and kiss  spending time with them taking days being a singer welcome  love and affection  spend more quality time with them  and sing some of my songs take them out like use do with me and my sister and when they have kids one l want to the best grandma because on my mom side her mom aka our grandma she was very mean to me and sister  she had her moments sometime she was nice lot time she was  mean so star talking back to her I didn't like how she was treating us so I got in trouble  with my mom went to McDonald they  ate ice cream in front of my face teach them to write songs any 

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