Have you ever had one of those days? When everything seems so complicated. When nothing makes sense. When the weight of the world seems so heavy on your chest you can't breathe anymore. Have you ever had one those moments? When you stop to think about life. When you feel the tears burning the back of you throat and you don't understand why. When everything seems so hopeless you just can't stand it anymore. Those days you feel like if you open your mouth everything will just fall out, so you try to swallow it but can't because there's no space inside of you anymore. Those moments you just want to scream, scream till you make your throat raw, scream till you can't utter a single whimper anymore. Scream because you can't find a solution and it feels like you're losing your mind. Have you ever tried to make sense of pain and came back empty? Have you ever just touched the bottom, felt the water rising, and said to yourself I can't do this anymore.
Have I not had enough?