Dear Diary,
Hello!
Right now mere dimag me bahut saari chizen chal rahi hain, I have a lot of thoughts literally running on my mind which keeps me awake...if there was any fastest way I can execute everything I have in my mind. Apart from that I have a lot of things on my plate... such as pending work, hiring people, figuring out the sales target and strategy for the next month, figuring out whether taking the risk of hiring people is gonna make us win or loose. Idk, so I guess the risk will be worth taking but with some smart strategy from our end so that it can work, apart from that, hiring is a tiring process, coz finding right candidate with our terms and conditions and most importantly in our budget is a task... and lot of things goes on stake as we are in a beginning stage only and letting wrong people in who cannot gel with our thoughts and vision will be a headache atleast for a month and everything can get worse, but let's see, thinking of growing our page is also a big deal, I need to buy stuff for my living room to make a small portion of my living room look like a kind of office atleast in pictures, everything is too expensive, so I end up not buying anything. Apart from that there is a lot of pending work in which I am not getting any sort of real help from anyone, and above that I need to look for the new places to rent.
And 2 din phle Aman se ganda wala jhagda hua, it could have destroyed everything, I was kind of prepared for it also but I was not prepared also. So, I kept my ego aside and took the initiative to sort out things although I kept my ego high many times but it was more difficult for me to get someone in place of him and build a repo with that person which I have with Aman and above I trust and idk if I can trust someone so easily or early, so I thought it's not the right to keep the fight and anger above of everything as usually my anger destroys many things so I tried and after more and more frustration, things are quite okay now, although I didn't say sorry jabki it was my fault and I always end up saying things jo sidhe dil pe lagta hai logo ko.