Dear Diary,
Coming here and writing to you is the only thing that makes sense to me rn.
Sometimes i feel God starts playing games with me, just when i am ready to give up on something, life does a little magic and tease me with its tricks.
I don't know if it's a lesson to teach me to be not distracted or lesson to teach me to believe in life's magic and keep having belief in irrational things.
Atleast this whole week(well it has only been 4 days) i wasn't frustrated at all, nor sad. I did good at work, took up good initiatives, acted more responsible, organised. Communicated more. Feeling more confident.
Went to office everyday, did some personal work also. Started a new course on coursera.
I missed her a little but i am getting better with less attachment, i have belief in life. I just have to do whatever i feel like and not worry about anything.
It get difficult on days when sometimes when i have trouble sleeping, it's a silent feeling, of slightly alone, not too much, just slightly, i slightly wish, i had someone by side.
But it's alright, i am doing good, really, not lying.
I'll just do my new course now. It's about bioinformetics, i want to eventually learn how genome sequencing works.
Goodnight
--panda--