January 12, 2024

 

Dear Diary,

Hello!


Aaj ka din bhi thik tha...saara kaam ho gaya tha fir kuch time tha...so I went to park thodha walk ki...fir back to home...I wanted to have tea at Amrittulya but I was feeling full that's why I avoided it and headed back to home.


I am really disappointed with Aman this time...har baar I can't keep complaining tab usko samjh aayega kuch bhi...insaan 3 din me ek samne se call hi kr leta hai...exam ho gaya ab toh call krna chahiye, ya fir aana chahiye tha...aana toh dur ki baat, call krna bhi samjh nai aata usko.

I am literally done with him, I can't work like this, isliye I texted him to return the company's sim card. Aur fir kuch bhi bolo toh 50 excuse khana kha Raha tha, ye kam tha, wo kaam tha, ghar me gas leak ho raha and blah blah blah.

I can't take this anymore, mera 70-80% mann ban gaya hai ki I should ask him to step out. It's high time, choose your priorities and stick to it, yaar mai bhi akele rehti hu still meri life sorted hoti hai, ghar walon k sath toh koi dikkat bhi nai hota hai, aur inke problems khtm hi nai hote hain, ghar me 4 log aur hai... anyways it's hard decision to take but I can't keep going like this, I am done.He can't take everything for granted. Mai abhi usko kuch bol nai rahi hun coz mai unnecessarily kuch aisa nai kehna chahti jisko baad me undo na kiya ja sake.


Right now mujhe kuch bahut spicy khane ka craving ho raha hai, so I spent 10 mins browsing on Zomato aur uske 1 ghante pehle, I was craving for some fancy dessert. 


But I closed the application ye soch k ki maybe bahar jana ho sakta hai kal so kal hi khaungi na ye sab calories and unhealthy items.


Aur kya likhun...aaj proper rice, daal and bhindi aaloo banayi thi wahi lunch me bhi khayi and dinner me bhi...no breakfast, no tea.



Goodnight 

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