January 08, 2024

better than anyone you must know why I'm here, better than anyone you must understand the reasons which brought me here, I only hope it's not in vain. That waste of time is not a curse which will plague my days. That I'll find a purpose, something with which to change my life. I can hardly keep as I am. Drowning, water in my neck as the tide rises. Stuck, walls closing in as the room becomes smaller. I lose my breath as I think of the future, and no, it's not excitement or even apprehension. No, it's simply fear.

I hope you're okay.

See you soon.