Dear Diary,
Hello 👋🏻🤗
Long Time No See...
I felt like writing many times but didn't not even open the app...I was about to write about 2023 but that also didn't happen.
So, I will start with that only. 2023 was an amazing year for me. Idk if it was really amazing or not but it was good. Everything good happened. I mean obviously there might be bad times also but honestly I don't remember them. I know we lost somebody from our family... Vicky bhaiya but personally as an individual I was kind of 10% bothered about it or I should say I was like max max sad as I don't had any emotional connection with him instead I had Idk what to say that but I had some bad memories with him in my mind due to my childhood things which is a secret of me..and the secret will always remain somewhere within me... it's in my mind always from the time I realised about about it... anyways that is the only reason I wasn't sympathetic about him.
So back to 2023... January went like that only...then came February...I joined a workshop, then office and then I made a new friend there... called as Aman.
I guess he was the best person I met in 2023...we are good friends obviously . I visited Pondicherry and Chennai.
March also went like that only... marriage pressure was intact but till date nothing has happened.
Sometimes I feel that I am being quiet rigid or not committing to the process seriously or being too choosy. Actually, I haven't figured out what do I want so...
April was also normal...but new things were happening in my mind and kind of execution work was also done.
Now why I said Aman as the best person I met in 2023 is because he is my only constant friend from the time I have met him. He is like an anchor. To start a new business, to go out somewhere, to go shopping or talk with, cook with, everything.... otherwise I do not have friends or people around me. But most of the time I have been disappointed from him.. shouted on him etc...even my parents said.. that don't scold him that much...talk to him normally...but still, definitely we are working together so we hangout together...so in this process I got a friend.
May is my birthday month and this may I will remember as the new beginnings. June July August September October November...went normally, I might have written something about these months in this diary as well at that time duration.
At the end of December, we visited Gurugram and Delhi... visited my brother and little bit of New Delhi exploring. Great trip. Full of Life.
Yup I forgot to mention that there was a low time for brother regarding his work but the one who has made himself from scratch can do that again. But at that time, people who really love and support you will stand by you. I think how many disagreements we have, completely different opinions we have, sometimes anger or anything, in the end we are a family and I feel that we are a very healthy family...not physical health wise, in that we are definitely not but otherwise we are...there is love in us for the others.
2023 summed up in short paragraph.
I also wanted to write that maybe I have a different perception for life...or idk what but I don't complain anymore, I mean obviously I do but I have started seeing things rationally, I focus on the solution more rather than crying for the problem :)