January 03, 2024
I should just stop. I mean, it's the first time I come back here in weeks and it's already a new year. Maybe I should just give up on this entirely, but I feel like my life will finally have meaning. I'll finally find something with which to fill the voide, the vortex which swallow all my purpose. I need not to worry for whatever it is that cause me suffering, I'll find a solution.
Going to bed after a day well spent, and maybe I should not be completely surprised, but my lack of consideration for other people's feelings may come back to bite me on the butt. But seriously, I can't bring myself to give a shit. Really. I mean sometimes I stop to think about it and I feel so guilty, consumed with outrage and self-loathing. Than it passes, and I remind myself I'm not responsible for other people feelings, I can barely understand my own.
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