It's so scary to live. I could say I'm scared of not having many possibilities. But then I was never good at making decisions. I'm also scared of not having any chances, of being stuck in the same place forever. Without scape or anywhere go. Too many possibilities are scary because I can't take them all, and I'm afraid of choosing and making the wrong choice. I'm also afraid of everything else. Of not having a life outside this endless repeating of the same story and, I don't know, sometimes I just wish it was over.