December 20, 2023
I don't have anyone. Literally no one. No one. Turns out I'm not even considered as a person in everyone's life whom I given everything. I don't have anyone to talk to about anything. I really want to have a single open up conversation with someone. How long should I act like i don't care? I got friends who makes me laugh. But no one wants me. Everyone have one person to accompany me. Why am I available to everyone?
"Everyone have me. But I got no one".
I'm tired to say "I'm tired again. I tried again". Everyday is harder. Everything is harder. I cry inside while laughing. I don't have a alone place to cry. I only got God wit me rn. I don't know whether he too abandoned me. Even in my prayers I never wished anything for me. I wanted everyone to be well and I also prayed for God to be well. While everyone prays or wishes when they see 11:11 like that.. I didn't prayed or wished anything coz I know nothing's gonna happen. I lost my mental health and my physical health is not that much good. I lost everything. There's nothing with me. I feel like a empty can. I'm at my worst everyday but I had no one. It's so cold but there's no one here. I don't wanna sleep alone. Pls someone take me. Someone pls save me. I can't. I really... I have no hope. Rick I don't know what to do.. I don't deserve anything. Why u got nothing..??? Why?? Why?? Why??
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