Dear Diary,
It’s so hard not to be mad at the world. Timing is everything… my terminally ill husband just had a stroke 2 weeks before our first baby and now he will never be able to experience the first few weeks of her life at home. He will never know what it was like to hold her fresh out of the womb. He doesn’t even have the memory of witnessing her birth via Zoom. I hate this for him. I hate this for me. I hate it for our baby.