Dear Diary,
I've been a bit tired lately. Keep waking up 3-4 times before eventually getting out of bed. I've been smoking less, only one cigarette a day, with my coffee. Not too shabby right? It's much easier to quit smoking when you're not working. I didn't even try back when I was a waitress, if I didn't have those 10 minutes of break from the cacophony from inside, I don't think I would've lasted 2 weeks in that job.
Anyway.
My sister was in a car accident a week ago, on her way to pick up the kids, some car ignored the priority and crashed into my sister's car. We accompanied her to her car the next day so she could get her keyes and stuff like that, her car was DESTROYED.
And then, you're not gonna fucking believe it, the same EXACT thing happening yesterday evening.
Going to pick the boys up from school, someone ignored the priority, crashed right into her. Is people's driving getting worse?
I don't like this much. Last year at this exact same date she was also in a car accident. It also happens that that day (11th of November) was Lydia's birthday. I can't imagine losing another sister to something so horrible. My stupid brain can't help it, goes to the worst case scenario, my sister dead, the boys left all alone, grief that I don't think I could possibly bear.
But she's alright, that's all that matters. Maybe next year I'll tell her to just stay home for the first two weeks of November...
Well that's my uninteresting life. My mood isn't great but that's nothing new. I watched Oppenheimer yesterday, really liked it. The Boy and the Heron is coming out in theaters, so is Killers of the Flower Moon, we've had a great year for cinema!
Love, C