Dear Diary,
Hi,
It's 3:53am, I thought I will sleep early so that I can wake up early in the morning but...
Right now, I wish ki bas jaldi se subah ho jaye...
I am quite stressed, I feel like talking to my brother, I will call him during day time... actually I am worried for two different things but the first reason is for the future, I mean for something which may or may not happen.
But the second thing is at present, I want him to be okay, like I want to assure that things will get better again and that too soon, I want to let him know that we are there for him in every situation, he can do everything once again. I don't want him to feel that we are enjoying our life and not thinking about him. Idk why I am such an overthinker, and I think of all the negative outcomes, that's why it is causing me stress, stressing myself won't help anyone but what to do, I just want to assure him that we are always there, in good and bad time...
Anyways, I saw something about Murphy's law and somewhat same thing is happening, things are also not well at my end but working hard can make it better, to achieve more, you have to work hard continuously, no holiday is allowed otherwise time slips out of the hand.
Feeling somewhat better, writing always helps.
Although, I started writing one or two times, earlier but couldn't end it due to my laziness although they were happy notes.
I hope I may fall asleep now.