October 01, 2023

Dear Diary,

Haven't been updating cuz of hectic schedules but every week or maybe even everyday I just cry, not just because of him but because of a harsh nursing life. But maybe catching feelings for my lesbian classmate made these past few days easier. It's not anything romantic it's the kind of crush that when you look at them you think "im glad im here to see something cool and beautiful."

Even tho I still am hoping for sean, it's nice to feel like my lost youth came back because of all this giddy feeling.

Now I can finally turn on cute young love music again. My neighbor must be proud of me now.