Haven't been updating cuz of hectic schedules but every week or maybe even everyday I just cry, not just because of him but because of a harsh nursing life. But maybe catching feelings for my gay classmate made these past few days easier. I also have a crush on my other classmate who's a lesbian. It's not anything romantic it's the kind of crush that when you look at them you think "im glad im here to see something cool and beautiful."
Even tho I still am hoping for sean, it's nice to feel like my lost youth came back because of all this giddy feeling.
Now I can finally turn on cute young love music again. My neighbor must be proud of me now.