Dear Diary,
Lately i have been holding on so much, that i have created darkness for myself.
I forgot who i am amidst all these things attachements, desires, wishes.
I forgot that i am a content being, i know how to be content without anything.
I believed in living life with just awe, just seeing everyday magic and enjoying whatever i get. I forgot this in last few weeks.
But i am awake now, and i want to love whole heartedly and truly have love in my heart for everything around me, be kind to everyone and play and enjoy this life i have got, things i have got here, cherish the friends i have got here. Mom, sweety, love them.
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I dont know what i could do for her, but memories of Jyoti have become a light in my life now. When i am feeling dark, i think of her smile, sometimes a woman like and sometimes a kid like 😅. Both always uplifts me.
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Tmrw is a big day, i have a lot of things to do, Dance, Horse riding, Tech talk, maybe a sketch too...i am feeling excited.
Buenas noches
❤️