September 08, 2023

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Dear Stranger,


I'm sick of all your bullshit. I'm sick of all you people who think they know "The Truth". You don't know shit, not really, all you know is opinions of thoughts of emotions of other people. 


I fucking hate you. You preach love and understanding, but there's no depth to your beliefs. There are only rules. I fucking hate you. I have so much rage. You know why? Because you look down on us and think us stupid. How can we not be stupid, when we were born in such a world? 


I wish the car had swerved and I'd died on the side of the street. 







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Lydia Rose
Sep 8, 2023 · 51 views

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Lydia Rose Sep 9, 2023

?? Dude how condescending can you be? I don't know you, you don't know me, no one here is right, just like there is no one truth. At least that's what I believe. You can believe in your truth, that's fine, but don't then turn around and call me stupid and weak for not subscribing to your point of view. We're all just human here, I'm wrong about everything just as you probably are. Sorry if that doesn't make you feel superior enough to the rest of us.

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That's actually very weak from you. Proves right there of your own wrong and of my own right, because your words are not being genuine. So fire whatever comes next, to convince people of your own right, and convince people of my wrong. I don't really care anymore. =) Gb

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Lydia Rose Sep 9, 2023

Good luck to you buddy! You seem insane.

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And that's for the best. Good luck.

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Words can be very powerful, but only if you really know how to use words. If you don't really know how to use words, your words are actually weak, and thus your words aren't actually powerful. That's precisely why you're drawn to those who mean something in this world, because they know exactly how they need to use words to make them powerful. Meaning, they have their own language which you don't really understand, and they use this language that they have to draw you closer to them. Because you see words are spells. With correct words, with correct usage of words, you can actually create very powerful spells with words. And that's exactly what the world does without your knowledge. And that's all I'm going to say. A simple search would suffice me to know everything, but I don't want to be on that level of greed, power, and hunger for control anymore. I'm actually on your side. And that's all there really is to it. Fortunately for you, you don't know anything.

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Lydia Rose Sep 9, 2023

My words are weak? Maybe to you, they mean a lot to me. It's funny you thought this entry was directed to you, because it really wasn't. I wrote it while driving home, angry at the world like I usually am, always enraged against myself.

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That is actually true. I know nothing. I know nothing about you. I know nothing because I don't really want to know anything about you. If I wanted to, a simple search would suffice and I would know everything within one minute. But I don't really need to know anything about you, and I don't really want to know anything about you. As for knowing everything else: I know a whole lot more than you'll ever know about the world which remains to be kept hidden. So, you telling me that I know nothing, is actually pretty funny. You don't even know me. But that doesn't matter now anyways. Asha is actually here thanks to me, Universal Truth is being shared thanks to me, Universal Order's been created thanks to me, and every entry of mine's been erased thanks to me. So your weak words, which are indeed weak, in all honesty do not hurt me. I came here because I wanted to create something extraordinary, so I could release it into the world, which I did. So keep telling yourself your own truth you sadly believe in, and keep avoiding the actual truth in which you don't. That's all.

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Lydia Rose Sep 9, 2023

I only wish unwell to myself dude. My rage is mine and I'll savor it. You know nothing.

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It's only when you truly understand yourself, you can truly understand God, and it's only when you truly understand God, you can truly understand the Universe. Be careful about wishing unwell on anyone, because when you wish unwell on anyone, the unwell happens to you. It's universal law. As for everything else: You're forgiven because you don't know. But don't worry. I got what I needed, the truth that I needed. So I have no reason in keeping it all anymore, I have no reason to keep Asha anymore. Keep existing. I'm erasing it all.

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect."

— Anaïs Nin