Dear Diary,
Too early for an entry, not even 1 pm yet. But I just wanna say that trying to fit in in a class while convincing a friend to listen to the lectures so they won't get in trouble while also thinking about him while being anxious about everything.
I had to come home for lunch, eat. And I've been silent all this time, my mom knows I get like this when im overstimulated. My heartbeat sounds so loud, it's bounding, I can even see the pulse, and my muscles feels weak.
Im in the bathroom rn, wanting to cry but I cant mess with my face. I think im too weak. I'm trying hard to be strong but I'm too weak.
I'll still go tho. I'll still do my best. I can do this.