Dear Diary, I would like to know why my people treat me like an outcast I know somethings I do might upset or irritated them but God sometimes I don't even do things to people and yet they still treat me like I'm some type of death wish to them for example last week I went out of house and I went to friends house her mom let me in and said her daughter was in her room so I went up the stairs and to her room only to see her making out with me ex-boyfriend... and she looked up at me and she jumped up from her bed and hit me dead in the face and she was my best friend of 7 years and she went against me and slept with me ex-boyfriend and then they both started making rumors about me and lying saying that I was talking about people and she also had me jumped by three girls who I didn't even know and she also went on Instagram were she talked about me (TW) trying to unlive myself and she also talked about me getting raped by a family friend and basically talked about things that I never told anyone but her, My mom also hates me and she left me as soon as I was born and I know live with my grandparents and I also see two trappiest about (TW) myself harming I tried to tell myself "it's not you it's them" but that doesn't work....