Dear J,
FEELING....
I fell for you maybe, or not.
Everytime I saw you my heart skipped a beat, maybe or not.
Watching you from the nearest distance
Feeling for you from afar feels as my only desire.
I don't know whether it is infatuation or something more deep,yet I want to feel this till it last.
I've never felt anything like this for anyone.
It feels good to feel like this.
Everytime I wanted to see you like you are only mine
talk to you as if no one else is around.
I want you to notice me and feel me as I am
I want to show you who I am
Maybe I know me but I don't know how do I feel about you but I want to know if I feel love or infatuation. I hope you will notice me .But I somehow know that you won't be mine or notice me cause I am not noticable .Yet I don't know why I want to be noticed by you. Maybe that's what feels like being an eighteen .