Dear Stranger,
I let him enter like I would a trusted lover. I didn't want it, but I let him anyway. I didn't say yes, I didn't say no. I never say no. Force of habit, I turn my face away and feign the shaking in my legs. Visions of a lake surrounded by grass and luxurious trees fill my mind and I let my mind go blank for a second. But I have to stay concentrated, breath loud, act human.
Ruins of a temple built wrong enveloped by warm hands, pressed down on cool sheets. It'll be over soon. I feel nothing.
The air is cool, no tightness, no pain. The visage in front of me twists in a great relaxed expression and he smiles. He loves me and I love him. I still feel nothing.
Love, C
The days are getting longer. I want to sleep for an eternity.