Dear Stranger,
I'm a sensitive person, too sensitive. It hurts when they say my laugh is annoying even though I know it's a joke, even though they're my sisters and they can say whatever they want to me.
It hurts when they laugh together, jokes I'll never be a part of, moments I'm not allowed to share with them.
They say I'm too nice, I can be mean sometimes if I want to, but I never want to hurt anyone the way I hurt.
It doesn't matter anyway. They said it was normal, all kids hurt each other. It doesn't feel normal, and the pain isn't something I'll shake off, but it'll always be this way.
But I won't be mean. I'll be me.