Dear Diary,
Heyyyyy im enjoying my life here , how day pass i didn’t realise . Busy happy scared and no time for tears anymore .why i didnt started my job before ? im meeting new people every day grateful for being nice to everyone . Im feeling like i can be many things i have to love myself first and stop searching love from someone else . I think now that guy is pachhtao mode ,he wished me on my bday . Everthing happen for a reason -i was bahoot jaada sidhi girl who thought ki pati pareshwar vala concept hota h or pyaar me koi clever point nhi hota but everyone is playing ,corporate world muze clever to bna hi dega aab . I meet so many people they are so satisfied in their love life even in distance relationship they are happy and confident that the other
person is their and that is all i want in my life like sita was of ram in every situation . And i see some happy couple in pictures and they are not so happy in real life you just need to talk little deep with other people and every other person Has a story to tell you . Going home and so happy and excited to see mom and dad . I love my parents way too much this is what I realised this month they are my everything . God bless them with long life and happiness . The day came here i just cant see my parents face and after seating in bus i was crying like someone died i dont know i haven’t felt that before . I have been out from my home before but this time it’s different. Its feels like parents are ageing and i want to live with them forever . But comfort zone se bahar aana bhi jaruri h . And i have to meet a guy ,may be after 2 week in a arrange marriage setup he is an engineer what if engineer are boring or me kya hi baat karugi usse but parents are like nakhre band or photo dekh dekh ke ladko ko mna karna band karoo . God you can simply send us here with matching tattoo it will be so simple to find our better half no trail and run cases ,no accident but har chij ka mzaa h aapna breakup make you bold and bitch this fire in you make you do things otherwise you haven’t think off