February 09, 2023

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Dear Diary,

I just read this diary entry, it was about how a redhead that the person found cute wasn’t at work, and how they went rock climbing. I used to have entries like that, when i was a kid and i would write in my notebook . When there was any serious situation or fights at home I wouldn’t write those, id keep it to myself. At that point i wanted my entries to remind me of all my other happy sparkly rainbow thoughts, and i would hide away the demons hoping they would fade away. Now my entries are just my thoughts, the demons that have consumed the world in my mind. I wonder if i can ever get back to writing about the world outside, like i did as a kid. God bless that kid, she was stronger. 

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Stop ThinkingFeb 10, 2023

Hi. I'm the person who wrote that entry. If you saw more of my entries you'd realize my biggest concerns in life aren't if someone cute is working or not lol. I have my demons. A lot of them. I don't mean that in any sort of way, but I think it's important to focus on the good things in life. I've worked very hard in my life to be able to be grateful for the small things, otherwise the bad just consumes everything. I spent most of my life consumed by them. When possible, I'd rather put my energy towards wondering if she'll be working as I walk into the coffee shop than the tragedies of my life that just play on repeat in my mind. I hope you get to that point in your life too.

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