So anyways. Ally and Cortney are blocked on everything. What a day. What a mess I found myself in. Very "well, well, well if it isn't the consequences of my actions" of me.
Anyways Cass is coming up to meet me at DOCR to talk. I cried to Mom just before I got here about it all so hopefully I don't dump as much on her. I'm hoping to focus primarily on general mental health stuff, life stuff, friends, and genuine healthy relationships with people.
The redhead is working today too. I told her she has beautiful eyes after I ordered my coffee and she lit up. They're a fantastic blue. Life is forward.
Day by day. Hour by hour. Minute by minute. Second by second.
She mentioned his name on the phone. It's just replaying in my head over and over. I wish she hadn't.