Dear Diary, oooooooohhhhhhh gosh
I accidentally came out to my mom like one hour agoooooooooohhhhhh
My sogi is not drastically different from majority I guess tho…
So I didn’t expect myself to do this.
Being not clearly a girl but also feminine… Barley have interest in romance and especially sexual stuff with actual people… kiss? Ewww it looks cute when I see others are doing but me and somebody? ewww!
My mom was like “you are thinking like this is because you just watched too many LGBTQ stuff and made yourself confused” But why i even interested in those if i werent the one? Anyways i had already simulated that convasation. It was not “started” because of i started to learn. It has been there since i was little. I dont have left nipple since i was 12 for some reason. But i dont tell her why. Awkward… i hate being high. Something bad may be caused like this time. Meh🐐
I was like…. “err…you know I’ve been in the lgbtq study group in my Uni. I kinda knew that you think it’s because I am interested in human rights and that’s it. But I am also the one…”
“Do you remember when I secretly rejected wearing bra when I was around 12 or 11? I told you I lost them but you found out I hide it in the back of drawer…”
“I’ve hide the truth when I hanged out with my guy friends just two of us…it was because I didn’t want you to think there’s something romantic. The idea sounds uncomfortable to me and all my close friends (including ex close friends) know that I am not gonna be into anyone at least until this day.
🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦🤦
Wtf and since I told her that I am not comfortable to talk this to dad, I am awkward when I am alone with him.
Dahhhhaaaaaaaaanhhhhgggggg