November 19, 2022

Actually had a great day yesterday, work meeting/training was actually beneficial to me in regard to having hard conversations I know I need to have. Woke up at 4am again today though, I can never sleep in. Working my 2nd job today but I don’t really wanna go because I have to put on a smile and be positive for my clients. The struggles I feel aren’t really struggles at all I just feel that way because I’m depressed and I need to remind myself that this feeling is temporary. I need to remind myself that I am important, I am trying, and I can get through this again. I just need to give myself some slack every once in a while because I work too much and I’m a single parent. I know this isn’t the endgame for me but it’s hard to believe when I struggle with keeping up on so much. Here’s to hoping for better days, chels.