Dear Diary,
Hi, I am done crying for 2hrs, I had to fight for literally everything or the way I want to live my life. The sad part is I have to fight with my family. I can't go anywhere and everywhere I want, I need is permission for everything, maybe that's the only reason for me being so rebellious, papa has issue with everything, what you will do 3days in your friend's house for her wedding, go on the exact date, I said I won't even go now, it started for there only and after this I said you have scheduled my meeting with some random person whose name even I don't know, and you will expect me to say yes or no without knowing him and his family, not happening, I said I don't want to marry someone of person having mindset like you, I don't want to be married in a family who disrespects my family and so on so I need to know the person before meeting them in person and you are like always making me meet any random person, then there comes his ego everywhere.
I said because of your nature only you don't have friends and what do want I should also leave my friends by being disconnected from them, already I don't meet people often and many of my friends coz you won't like it although coz of this reason only they think I am introvert and shy, but I let it go, I have always been a good daughter or atleast I try my best to do that, always standing by them without saying a word but they have never understood me, they don't know me, like they don't know me how I am as a person, they only know about 10% of me.
One of the reason now I want to get married is to get away from all these, but I have a fear that Idk how the family in which I get married will be, it can be worse than now too..