October 19, 2022


Dear Diary,

Hi, it's been another year since my last entry. Things got really bad after that. I'm 16 now, and I have a boyfriend who lives with me. I have borderline personality disorder and I dropped out middle of 9th grade year. I was failing anyway. I'll tell you guys about that soon because oh boy is that story interesting 🤦🏻‍♂️ not really. I'm different again, Im not longer insecure and me and my mother have a decent bond going and I tell my siblings I love you everyday so they atleast hear it from someone. I stopped biting my nails and I make so many TikTok videos. My account is localloser2006 if anyone wants to say hi :) I still like to read and I draw a lot. I have this pretty dog, River, she's such a sweetheart but she has behavioral issues. My boyfriend, D is pretty amazing, (that's not his actual name jus aliases yk) I love his eyes so much, the prettiest sky-blue eyes I've ever seen. And his smile, ugh its so contagious I absolutely love it. I can't ever stay mad at him either, he always makes me laugh. Anyways I'm done writing for now my next entry should be pretty juicy tho. 😁

Oh positive note- keep smiling love, it will get better. Be confident in who you are and love yourself.