Dear Diary,
I'm so happy with us, the way she makes me feel, the mercy she gives when I make mistakes, the love radiating out of her all the time. I love the way she can be fully herself with me but doesn't with anyone else. This is the love I've searched for, the love i went through hell to find, and i hope to never lose it. This time next year I plan to finally move near her, I'm so nervous about it and excited at the same time.I'm scared she'll come to the conclusion that she doesn't like who I am in person. Obviously I'm technically the same person but there's a difference between dating someone online than in person and I just hope she likes me in person too. Its a fear I've had nightmares about, the reality that I leave everything behind and move to her just for us to break up would not only be heartbreaking but a huge loss financially and a lot of decisions would have to be reversed and I'd have to go back to my old home if its even still available at the time.