Dear Diary,
Hi, you know I will write one liners or two liners here more often from now.
You know that alot of things keep running in my mind coz I don't have anyone in real life to talk to or if I talk to someone what all I feel and think, I think nobody will understand. So you are my only sahara.
Right now, I came to terrace, you know how I love being at terrace whether it be my home or here in Raipur, I guess I love the peace, I love looking at sky, moon, stars, although I may not know the name of stars, constellations, etc. But I love looking at them.
You know what diary, I am looking for someone I mean future someone for whom I will be the world, I mean I definitely want that someone to have his another world apart from me too but eventually I be his whole world, someone who can find peace with me, for whom I will be the home, who will cook with me, have romance with me while cooking and feed me and love me, I guess I prefer little older boys or men because I think like this that they will give me some feeling of being protected with them.
Anyways I was watching mismatched season 2 today, although it's my exam day after tomorrow but I wanted to watch it so I did.
I have noted down few lines which I really liked and I will write it later.
Diary, I was thinking that I am writing many notes here saying that in future I will read it or it will remind me of this that etc. But what if I don't continue writing here or I don't have this TOD app or I don't feel like writing anything anywhere, haha anything can happen na, there is no surety of future.
Diary, I want to write one more thing, its about someone I met here, I thought him of completely different person but he turned out to be completely different, I will not write much about it but I feel that I interpreted him as someone else but he is someone else, let it be, I think that what has happened to me, these days I don't understand if I make wrong judgements about people or Idk what, although I think I am very good at reading people but maybe that was my old talent.
And one more thing, about the agency thing, I want to start it and I can't wait for the day that I will have all the knowledge and then I will start it, no, I will start it soon, maybe I will register that business later when I will have a partner but atleast I will make my own agency the website promotion and all, but all I need will be money which I don't have now, so I will have to wait for it.
And yes I won't be doing it with S because his chapter is over from my life, I don't want to be there by any means, I love my self respect above anything, the person who didn't paid me for all the work I did, I wasted my time, sleepless nights and efforts, but its okay, so I don't expect anything from him, so starting the agency with him doesn't exist now.
I am thinking of removing myself from every damn place and leave, leaving with intention of never looking back.
This is all for now.
Okay bye!
Dear diary, you know what I think I love terrace and all because maybe I love height too, I don't fear height, I don't fear falling down because I have never rised that up...
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