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Dear Diary,
"First he will give you all those butterflies in the stomach then, he will give you mental trauma."
Hi diary,
I am writing in laptop so I would say that I don't love any feature here except I can see what I am writing and in mobile application it is the issue and what is the use of this background feature when after saving the note the background just disappears.
Since evening, I am sneezing and having running nose and I hate it, I can tolerate everything but I hate this running nose. And if will be unwell I will get scolded by my mum for my improper routine and as weather is constantly changing and I take shower usually in evening, somedays in morning, so they will get reasons to shout at me.
Apart from this, I don't had anything in the day to write here, but then I was reading my old entries here, I mean entries from last year and I realised that I haven't done anything good in life except crying over random stupid boys. I am now upset from myself that I haven't moved anywhere in life, I realised that I haven't made any serious effort to change my life in past 1-2 years that's why it is all same today, neither I have lost any weight nor have I moved ahead in career aspects. I have just lost my mental peace over stupid things, I have lost my teeth, etc, rest all is still same. All I have done is learned some skills and earned a very little money from that but I may have grown little bit as a person but nothing more than that.
Now, its high time I need to make serious efforts to change my life, I need to move ahead, I need to improve , I need to grow. I know I know I always say this but did not implement it, it is because I am inconsistent, undetermined, procrastinator, etc. But this time, I need to get serious because I hate this self of me.
This time when on 31st December, I will write my year review for 2022 on the open diaries , I want a better me, an improved version of me, I have 2 and half months from now, almost 75 fucking days and a lot can be achieved in this time, so I need to wake up now.
Things to accomplish before 2022 ends are-
1) Weight loss ( around 15 kg )
2) Learn the existing skills to the fullest
3) Find a job, anything but sort of stable
4) Score atleast 85% in MBA in this semester ( so study properly )
5) Develop a habit of working out daily ( any physical activity like dancing, yoga, exercise, walking, for 30minutes per day, atleast 5 days a week)
6) Start your own agency before 2023 ( make plans and proposal for that, do all the research work for it)
Diary, I will set this note as a reminder for 31st december so that it will remind me what I wrote today and how much I have accomplished in the upcoming 75 days.
So that's all for now. Actually I am writing daily and will continue this habit, I will make my days productive from tomorrow so that I have good things to write here, so that in future if I read try to read my old notes here, I may have something good to read and feel that I improved and make it worth reading.
One more thing, to my virtual friend, if you are reading this, this is for you ( the image below ) :D
Okay bye! Buenos noches!๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ