October 07, 2022 #303

 

Dear Diary, I originally had work shifts today but wasn’t able to go. I hate every time before swallowing my pill. I hate having upset stomach and feeling unmotivated to do anything. 

I tried to binge my fave show but my iPad keep crashing so yep. I didn’t find specific things to watch on YouTube. But anyways I watched YouTube all day long. Whaaaaa🤯😬🙄 It can be take 3 months to get used to hormone..!? What tha heckkkkkkk I am doing what????

I’ve been not bleeding from my uterus for so long. I am scared. How strong does it hurt??? How about emotional waves? I don’t like being very sad almost all the time but I feel it’s still better than irritated for no reason and switching so fast. My emotions! Taken over by hormones…? How is this scary! I can’t even remember how I had been doing when I had periods! 


 I was even trying to forget about my uterus happily. 


😑 


It’s cold and rainy this couple days. I didn’t even go outside trying to go my work place. Stuck in my room watching YouTube videos. YouTube also crushed over and over though, it was better than Netflix on Safari. 

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