Lasted 8 days without 🔪

I cut again only this time I did deep cuts on my thigh cuz I was too scared to do it on my arm cuz yk veins and shit but anyways I immediately got scared that I deep cuts so I went to my mom and she took car of em and wel talked an hugged for a bit and watched a movie an now she's forcing me to sleep in her bed tonight. 

Idk how I feel tbh… I feel empty still but I also just don’t really care rn??? Idk 

I don’t really give a fuck honestly