Dear Diary,
Its about 05/10/22
I have alot of things going in my head, life is difficult, still the day was less stressful comparitvely the past 2 days. I was anxious till evening, alot of things are going at home which is also affecting me much and one more reason was there but in the evening I got dressed up and applied some make up as it was Dusherra today. I want to write the things going on but I don't have so much of energy right now. I hope after this Dusherra I could kill the negativity and all the anxiety etc from inside me.
I have to write many things I will write it for sure tomorrow.
I feel that I can't smile well these days as I used to always, the smile has faded away somewhere, I feel this is coz I don't smile with that light heart now that's why my real smile is not coming, I have to force it and forced smiles doesn't look good.
Anyways, what to say more.
I went to the terrace today, in my home that's my favourite place, I like that I could see hills from there and the sky looks so beautiful.