Dear Diary, I went to walk. I had a relaxing tea picnic with myself. The candies I got as lil extra at a shop taste not good. But I was trying to shake it off. Sitting on a bench… Then, Then! An old woman came! I had an experience with odd old lady talked to me then I had no idea how to leave from her garden she invited me, then mosquitoes killed all over my skin. I was a work of Kusama. Felt so stupid and so irritated about myself. It could be dangerous if she was a serial killer, my mom told me.
However again, Similar thing happened. The old woman asked where do I live, what is my name, how old am I, how many siblings do I have, what is my job etc etc… I sensed she was kinda creepy. So of course I didn’t tell her my real place and my name sounds too common so that’s okay. After she finished, she handed me a brochure telling me about a political party. It was a famous sect’s party. I felt kinda scared. She could try brain wash me…! I tried to put smile on my face then leave the bench peacefully. She told me where she lives and I can visit her to have some tea with her. No way but I kept smiling nicely.
Ohhhh that was my fav place to spend my time alone but I can’t go there anymore. I loved to see stray cats/ community cats there… but I can’t go there anymore.
And I didn’t feel good after I left her. Mosquito bit me a lot. And the conversation wasn’t fun or anything just felt scared. I worried if she could put hex on me or something like that. Well that’s ridiculous. I know.
How can I leave those old woman when they talk to me…?
I ate fried chicken before I got home. I felt like it could mean “I am a different being now”
So that is my original way of hex breaking. And it tasted very good.